On Money, Road Trips, Gigs and Gluten-free cupcakes - April 15, 2011
Here are some of my random thoughts on this "tax" day, April 15, 2011:
Thought #1: Drove to and from NJ to Martha's Vineyard, MA in one day and realized I am not as young or as energetic as I thought I was.
Thought #2: Listened to Harry Nilsson on CD and went way way back in time. Forgot how much I adored 60 and 70s pop music, and how it helped to shape how I view the world at large. I MISS those melodies and the intimacy of thought contained in lyric. Then I heard songs are on my daughter's iPhone and was appalled at the lack of any kind of...appreciation, beauty, love, wonder, yearning, compassion, melody line, music structure, musicianship - there really is no one word for it. Ultimately, I decided to get to work.
Thought #3: Exercise is hard. Exercise with weights is harder. Yoga kicked my sorry ass altogether but I'm fighting back.
Thought #4: I have a love/hate relationship with my cars - a 2001 Dodge Intrepid (which broke down 3 times in March); and my 2004 Saturn Vue, which is an amazing workhorse and trooper even with a huge crack in her windshield. I love them both but may need to trade one or both in at the dealer over the next month or so; as such, I need major income, which is not exactly being cooperative at this time (sigh).
Thought #4: Human nature is what it is. Some people just play games, some aren't nice, some may even betray your friendship if they perceive there is an advantage, and most are not listening. Keep doing what you love regardless and don't give up.
Thought #5: My husband Anthony is one of the most interesting people I've ever met. In addition to being a sweetheart, he is an inspiration and I am grateful. We watched UFO videos last night :); he brought a gluten-free cupcake home for me to try (from Whole Foods), and encourages me to drink almond milk in my coffee. I've never had anything so incredible in my entire life. Goodbye flour and dairy - hello health.
Thought #6: If for any reason gigs are not plentiful, it is ALWAYS possible to rent a space and build your own, OR hire a trio and perform on the street. Those who have ears will still hear. DIG?
Thought #7: I am having the time of my life - rediscovering a creative relationship with my beloved sister Nancy; writing new music; working out; exploring options for creativity and business; rediscovering art; going to hear so many of my musician friends perform their works; embracing difficulty; juggling finances and being frugal (ouch); planning for my future, playing with future generations (Olivia the Grand) and watching her grow. Amazing things are happening, some positive and negative, all challenging - the ying and yang of life. No matter what the state of the economy, the blues in the news, the cost of gas, whatever - all that matters is ART and the MUSIC. People need the honesty in music now more than ever.
I flied my taxes back in February - though funds from my return are now long gone, it's still spring and the sun is shining somewhere (even if it is not here). :).
Hang in there people, music lovers, and the entire country of Japan - I am praying for all of you.
It's going to be a bumpy ride! :)
Much joy and jazz always - :) Sue
